Raven.carry.g

on November 15 I was tired of my dolls so I decide to make one my self ." the first thing I did was I gather item to make her. "a ball a body and I tape it all together then I draw hair on her head and poke holes at her sides and add hairband arm s. that how I made her at first, after all, I was 11 years old so each week I collected more things so I can make her more doll-like. I put  a squeezer  and a rattle in her body then I attach  a rubber string on her head. "then I had a thought I put a sock over her body and draw her skin orange and then I learn sewing from my dear mom and I sewn buttons eye and nose on her and a black smile at first she had no hair and will she was only a baby I just made. 'then though the years I got a lot better at sewing her body, then we move to FL that where I went to a new school which was ok,'" the new  skin I sewed on was tan," and I decide to use my doll old cloth and give it to her and at that time I started to take more thing to use on her.'

at that time she was a nameless doll but then the next year I give her blue skin on her I find it cute on her .but the blue skin did not last long I went through so many blue skins until I pick a soft one and at this time she still had one leg.

"then i started to think that her button eye look odd to me so i ask my father to drive me to a store to blue soft fabric then i choose to color to make her eyes i pick black and white it was cut at first then i made her a red smile but some time they did not last long then i give red cheek because will why not she look cute then i realized  she was started to become a lovely doll,"i would bring her to school and my teacher were impress with her but here the thing they ask why doe she have one leg and you know what i was getting sick of them, asking me why doe she have one leg so i deiced  to make her a second ,then i updated her eyes to purple and since i was a fan of Precious Moments dolls  i made doll eyes that would look just like there eye and you know what she was getting so cute but she was missing something hair that was she was missing so ever time i would fine anything purple it would not last long but some time i would fine the right purples   hair then i deiced it was time to give her a name and i name her raven.carry.g you see she had color that remind me about my fave characters she   had red cheeks like pikachu and blue skin like nightcrawlers the eyes from Precious Moments Doll doll and purple hair from teen tian raven ,"but i need it a reason to bring her to school so i hatch a plan when ever i got mad i would squeezed  her and she would calm me down and it work the teacher believe me which was true the more i got mad the more raven help me out,

"then I began to make her own outfits like made from socks undies but as I got better at choosing better thing from the store thank to dad I was started to discover that I had a talent for sewing and I love to sew ." I would make doll dress blankets and other things too then I added soften into Raven body to make her into a plush doll and for a couple of years she was the softest doll I ever made but I had to remove all her hard part but I kelp the squeezer and rattle and I even give her a heart and I sewed a cross on her back to protected her and as years went by I discover dollhouse and other doll stuff so I made raven a little house but it was not the right one she went through so many until use my old bookcase and made it into a dollhouse I begin to make chairs for her a bed and table and her own toys too. Then i discover ebey and i fine so many doll dress's so i ask my family for doll dress for raven to wear and each year at Christmas and then i remember it was time to give raven her own birthday party dad and i went t the right whale fun day and we had a great day we even got a cupcake and mom dad  and i did a little birthday for her we watch a mother together, "  for raven and she was 13 at that time so though the years  i would give her a birthday gifts as the year pass and ,'on the china calendar she was born under the Dragon  and on the Indian   calendar she born under he snake and and she a scorpio ,as the years past many thing happen when i was sad or scare raven was there to calm me down i was in a darkness the only light i seen was raven not only her but my family was there too ,"as for my family they were very proud that i was growing up to be a seamstress but sometime that would say why do you always bring that doll  it was the same but i did not care i was happy to have raven with me  so they got use to it even my sister give raven dress and aunt rose would give her new dress's too .'even dad help get her new cloths ,"and then  i started to bring her to theme park and will i need a plan to keep her safe so i would keep her in my bag to keep her safe and when we went on water rides she had a water suit on her to keep her Dried  ,'we did everything together as if we were mother and child i know it weird to think that but i don't care she my everything then the more thing change for me i begin to created big things like a huge chair table ohh those they did not last long but the big blanket they came out lovely ,

"so you see without raven I could never find my gift to sew I even made Baby blankets for newborns in my family ." and when gia our puppy came into the family she would sit right next to Raven. I think gia think that raven alive but you know so do I when you make a doll you get this feeling that they are alive I made raven with my heart and she always is with me, "just last year I buy a doll hose for raven and now she has a home of her own I was able to five doll furniture's for Raven house and even my boyfriend like raven he thinks she cute which is good." I never knew by making this doll would bring me so far into my life. one day is planning to make more of her." but for now they're only one raven and she my lucky charm.